Treasures from Budapest (including Schiele) at the RA from September 25th. How close I think I came to f–king —

May 25, 2016 § Leave a comment

Treasures from Budapest (including Schiele) at the RA from September 25th. How close I think I came to f–king —, —–, ———; they were the candidates in those terrible final moments, the dying embers of my love for —–; candidates to finally take her place. In the end I perhaps chose the poorest option in —-; but she was the one I fancied most and really set me on fire. Looking back I would have liked to have tried all the others. Klara Festival. “The crafty diversions of this much anticipated annual festival bring classical music into unusual settings, the idea being to introduce the uninitiated to the genre. This year the works of G.M. is performed in the living rooms of some of the loveliest homes in Brussels, as well as at dance parties featuring classical DJs.” The most important writers I discovered were MM and FN. The most important song Bad Romance. It is the song of —– and I. I know how cold I can be, I bring that cold ruthlessness to my pursuit of Tallulah and Esmeralda. This trip began with a faux pas. One hopes it improves and I discover some of my old poise and balance. This desperation for P&P is an addiction which will destroy everything I have perhaps; financially and emotionally and physically. It has brought me greatest highs but will destroy me and lead to my eventual misery. It has been five years since the last real high? With every day it gets harder and harder to get the same high. Moloch now is merely functional. The only jollies I can get are watching —– at — and that will not last much longer. How black stormclouds raise my spirits. The only thing I have ever found that relaxes me is Tallulah. Tingel Tangels.

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