I am Phedre continuing to seduce long after seduction has ceased to be a pleasure
June 3, 2016 § Leave a comment
I am Phedre continuing to seduce long after seduction has ceased to be a pleasure. I think a man wants to keep sinning as long as he can, as he cannot take his cock with him when he dies, and there is a kind of reflex panic at the thought. It’s that right to sin being taken away when one is still young, in one’s 20s & 30s & 40s. Look at Berlusconi, he is terrified of no longer being able to do it. If he stopped f–king young girls he would suddenly start to look and feel his age, and shrivel up and die very quickly. His power comes from his virility. I too believe it is my dirty mind that keeps me looking so young. What I have decided is I have to write. It is my life-blood. To that I am already inclined to add, and I have to sin. But what sin? Apart from the ——-, I hate all of the strip clubs. I find Esmeraldas like cold mutton. Porn kinos completely bore me and I can’t wait to leave as soon as I arrive. I certainly have no desire whatsoever for any other woman. So what is then this sinning that I think I still yearn for? Well, clearly, the only thing that I still enjoy is the ——-;—but to watch the girls at the ——- annoys and upsets my wife so much and I do not want to do that.