There is definitely something in the air in Vienna. An eroticism
July 5, 2016 § Leave a comment
There is definitely something in the air in Vienna. An eroticism. In Frankfurt there is more sex on offer but there it is on an almost industrial scale, like being in a factory. Vienna is more sinful and seductive. I have started to enjoy looking at myself in the bathroom mirror in the mornings and in the bathroom at work. Sometimes I almost forget to adjust my dress before I go back into the office–because now there is a resolution I am heading towards. It is an eroticism with a future, rather than a dead end. I am falling back into an auto-eroticism and —— is feeling that I do not love her anymore. I was wondering last night why sitting in the Waiting Room watching people and buses pass is so boring compared to how thrilling it is in the Dorint watching people and buses pass, in the Ibis, in the Plaza, and it is perhaps just an effort of mind, willpower.