November 30, 2017 §
The fact that I have paid £600 off my Barclaycard in the space of a month shows what is possible. I don’t think I am going to go to Vienna in December. I think I would rather keep waiting and keep saving. So when I do travel I will have a real war chest to travel with. I was thinking in the Calcutta on Thursday that there is nothing worth spending money on except sex. If it is a choice between seeing Volver or A Scanner Darkly, or going to see a girl take her knickers off to music, then there can only be one winner. You see people who go on beach holidays, or Amalfi, and I think how bored I would be. The only holiday that means anything is in red light districts. To meet new strippers and new Esmeraldas. What is wrong with running a high debt? We will see how high my Virgin interest is when that hits in October. In McDonald’s most beautiful gorgeous voluptuous brunette girl, maybe 18 or 19, skin tight black top over rolls of fat and big fat huge breasts, thick yellow snakeskin belt, blue jeans over fat bottom, pretty pretty face, little snub nose. I could not take my eyes off her & she knew it as she finally shot me a glance as I stepped forward to order. Nothing in the city matters except sex, the buying and selling of it, young women stripping for you, young women lying back on the bed and opening their legs for you, men all with their cocks out in a dark porn cinema. This is the reality of my life.
January 4, 2017 §
The great Justice Palaces of Europe that have always meant so much to me, like so many Hanging Gardens of Babylon, representing for me the battle between purity and corruption—i.e. the purity of the man who acknowledges his sexual urges and admits the pleasures he finds in releasing them with beautiful florid & lurid young women of the Tingel Tangels and the bordellos, versus the corruption of those mean, vicious, jealous members of society who try to destroy the man for his honesty—will come to have a greater significance than ever before. How many beautiful, honest, handsome gentlemen will find themselves brought before a Judge and made a criminal, made a pariah, made an Oscar Wildean figure of shame to be spat at by all and sundry on railway station platforms or in the street. All because he hadn’t had sex for a long while and really really needed it!
January 4, 2017 §
Esmeraldas have always been an outlet for men’s urges and what will they do if they are gone? That release valve is gone. That safe and pleasurable means of draining the swamp is gone. What crazed, frustrated fiends would be left roaming the streets then! Gone, the nice warm relief of sinking into a hot bath on a cold day that the Esmeralda represents. Gone the consequent relaxation and calmness, and ability to then concentrate on other more useful and important things. What will the Puritans unleash upon Europe. What will they do to men’s minds. An ugly or poor or infirm man unable to attract a beautiful woman, what for him then? A lifetime of sexlessness? Unable to release his urges safely with an Esmeralda, what other paths might these urges be forced to divert into? I think not more creative, but more destructive. Whores provide a vital function, and that is why we respect and revere them so much.
November 10, 2016 §
Berlin night bars are empty because there is no dancing? The two strip clubs of Munich are always busy because men love to see girls dancing. That is why the places survive. The numerous strip clubs of London are always busy(ish). Every club in Berlin and Vienna is empty because there is no dancing? Where the girls do take to the stage it is so half-hearted and just a token dance to tempt you upstairs to a room. Where private dancing has killed striptease on a stage in London, the relentless prostitution of Berlin and Vienna has killed all the clubs, made them all totally empty and kills them off. Or because sex is so easy they don’t need strip clubs. In London strip clubs are so prevalent and all over the place because we are so repressed and frustrated? There are no beautiful salon-like clubs like Berlin and Vienna where you can sit in luxury, have one drink, take the girl upstairs and sleep with her and be gone. There is grubby cheap unsexy Soho and that is it. Sex in London and Munich is hard to come by or not sexy so strip clubs thrive. Sex in Berlin and Vienna is so easy so the clubs are always empty.
November 9, 2016 §
There is no sex in Munich. Or there is but they set the prices so high so no one can afford it, except the rich politicians themselves perhaps.