These are sad painful days. A pointless night in Calcutta having two pints (served by Anna) before walking to the Melon Tree
January 19, 2018 § Leave a comment
These are sad, painful days. A pointless night in Calcutta having two pints (served by Anna), before walking to the Melon Tree to use toilets & look at barmaids but there was no one worth seeing, so I came straight back to Calcutta for one more pointless pint. At least the pain does go away for as long as I am drinking. Had a McDonald’s then to bed. Wish I had just gone home & slept at mother’s yesterday. Voluptuous blonde in group of girls in Calcutta yesterday, but otherwise a depressing shabby bunch of people, and me the most depressed & shabby of the lot. Three years ago today I went to see Mihaela Ursuleasa at the Wigmore & shook her hand afterwards. Two years ago today I arrived in Vienna at 23:30 and watched Mando Diao and Saybia on MTV before going out in the snow to explore Manhattan and Pour Platin. Oh if only I was free to travel & wander around Europe again; but the flat is too important to give up.